I found I was secretly disliked by some in ways that are important to me.  Other people were put before me, like I'm a related joke to spin off of.  Moreover, I am not given a chance.  It's like I'm a joke, after all I do, to think I am okay.  I get mistreated, and other people will say that's just me like everyone else, at least of my generation.  I get judged since an infant, and others are off the hook because they were "still young," like kids and teenagers.  It seems what I have to say is tracked down as controversial as a topic.  However, others delve into these things and are not responsible emotionally and intellectually seem immoral under me.  So, other people my generation are "okay" and I'm not okay to them.  I know it's their little joke about race and adding things to the pot.  It's like, "Okay, we'll watch 'Christina.'  But we throw her away when it's all done."

People make a big deal and ruin my life because of race, they barge in on my situation and happiness.

People humble themselves racially in hopes other people will ultimately do the same.

A Cheater out of Race

People see someone being weird who happens to be a colored minority.  Why do they immediately think of me and their opinion that I'm a cheater out of race to them?  I shouldn't come to mind when a colored minority is being handled.  Why didn't anyone else come up to them?  No, I'm not a cheater out of race.  Whoever thinks that is dazed and confused and needs to find their marbles.  That's a lotta people for different reasons, many of which stem to race and haphazard racial beliefs.