Wednesday, January 24, 2018

I've got it all figured out.  I have 2 white hairs.  Once I get rolling, I will have premature maturity, on its way!  Bye bye cruel world!
Is being accepted to do with "Late Boom" some funky think where you just tell things off? and not much?
The violin is not christened sacred unreachably from humans.  People think only Germans can play scientific music, like the way it's set.  I'm just not natural with the idea it's all hitting drums and stuff with naked ladies from South of France.  I like it very much, but that's a different story.  In fact, my dad is a rhythm guitarist and I used to pluck rubber bands around things but no not "often" or anything.  I was very accurate mostly.  I can see myself into visual art and making toys.  I want to make one and have kinda decided on it, doing at least one for me; it doesn't have to become the next Build-a-Bear.  I like violin cuz it's not "weird" like something you blow in with your mouth.
Some people are pretty goofy thinking causing problems is living the life and the way to go.
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I still need to study, but I am capable.
Why are people saying they know or do music better than me?  I took a break because I didn't even know which instrument I liked.  I'm still me, and I'm playing again.
People act like kids born around 1997 and 1998 with Late Boom parents can always recover and deserve more than me.  Some people just go into race after that.
Why are people pursuing my independence?

This just in.

Maybe, it wasn't someone in particular who started exploiting this person who's being exploited but rather a force of bad people doing bad things.

I don't feel like I'm alone in a crowd.
Have you ever heard of when it's time to believe the good news?

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People keep judging me by studying my dad.  People know they are not supposed to take his weaknesses and use them for me.  Everyone has changed their mind about me.  He has spread around his influence to others to treat me badly.
I can see Late Boom males trying to act like they need a follow-the-leader following Early Boom males to mistreat me.  "Hm, is this how you do it?  [Reads instructions.]"
Who's watching?  I think everyone else already left.
I guess it's a turn on for other people.
Some Late Boomers need to get a life.  They think putting Generation X people with Early Boom dads in place, in their careless opinion, is, like, all the drama.
Some people or no people should build an ark with their body and say they are providing the world to someone like me, like I'm a "girl in a bubble."
I can tell someone thinks I'm just their little angel *prattling when I speak of big things like this, like "it's okay I can talk back to them but I'm their possession, their 'little girl.'"

*prattle - "talk at length in a foolish or inconsequential way." "foolish or inconsequential talk." (link)
I found I was secretly disliked by some in ways that are important to me.  Other people were put before me, like I'm a related joke to spin off of.  Moreover, I am not given a chance.  It's like I'm a joke, after all I do, to think I am okay.  I get mistreated, and other people will say that's just me like everyone else, at least of my generation.  I get judged since an infant, and others are off the hook because they were "still young," like kids and teenagers.  It seems what I have to say is tracked down as controversial as a topic.  However, others delve into these things and are not responsible emotionally and intellectually seem immoral under me.  So, other people my generation are "okay" and I'm not okay to them.  I know it's their little joke about race and adding things to the pot.  It's like, "Okay, we'll watch 'Christina.'  But we throw her away when it's all done."

More Organizing My Room

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big cloth wardrobe w/drawers

Checking Cool Celebs on Twitter / online

Why does so much pressure build up when you think about checking and how what they say will send you a shock? like there's something wrong (with you.)

They are let lose on their own on Twitter and say whatever they want under the radar.